So while I've gotten into the show for a good while, I've only caught up with season 3 a few months back, and season 4 since xmas.
I've been avoiding this thread like the plague because of the temptation of spoilers.
I've caught up now. Watched the final two episodes of S4 tonight, and all I can think is 'Oh. My. God.'
It's utterly stupendous.
The character arc of Walter White is quite unlike anyone I've ever seen in a mainstream tv show. So much so that I'll be forced into watching the 1st season again. After watching that last episode, and especially the parts where
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- he shoots the two guys in the lab, barely even noticing the blood spatter on his face and
- he calmly announces to Skyler that 'I've won', as if he's been involved in a particularly long running chess match, instead of being responsible for blowing up 3 people in a nursing home
makes me wonder: Was Walter ever really 'good' all along? (and sorry to break into simplistic 'good' and 'bad' stereotypes).
I think that Walter at the beginning of S1 was someone completely bound up with the expectations of normal society - get a job, get married, have kids, buy a house etc. But what happens if, one by one, these don't match up to your expectations? - well you'd be in a rut at the least, or become depressed, as Walt was.
What the cancer diagnosis gave him was a way of breaking free of those expectations, and act with the morality of someone who thinks he's going to die soon. Which is to say, with no morality.
Maybe Walter hasn't 'broke bad', as Jesse suggests in S1. Maybe the 'bad' was always in him, but just bound up by the constraints of society and morality.
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Because, is it possible to transform yourself from someone who uses his knowledge to make some illegal money for his family when he's dead, to becoming such a cold blooded assassin, without that being inherently 'inside you'? Compare Jesse's reaction in the opening of S4 after he's killed Gale - he slumps into a spiral of self-loathing and depression. Walter, on the other hand, is smug and boastful at the turn of events at the end.
I'll be back to post more later. What a phenomenal show.