So, after looking at myself at the top of the table I'm feeling depressed again in the kitchen this morning. I've been a virgin for about 20 something years... I lost count. Then I met this blonde German model and we are breaking all sorts of records in the bedroom and after a long streak of incredible climaxes last season, she is in form for greater heights this season... but I keep thinking our relationship is due to expire in 3 years. I hope after all this, she will stay with me beyond that but the fact she told me from the start she is open to leave then, I keep thinking about where she could go and I feel so hurt thinking about it, as if all she is in for is to get her greencard or something. After a glorious victory last night with more amazing goals, I open up to her about this feeling and she says I'm crazy, she says I just need to enjoy the next 3 years with her, after all she chose to be with me and nobody else. Makes me feel so special, but then at the same time after last night, after those amazing highs, that is when I think about the future even more and I get even more depressed. Please help, aunt Agony.