Found it very hard to watch , I was outside and decided that I wasn't trying to get in that end , although that's where my ticket was for,I then ended up in the north stand,can't remember who I was with in the north stand or who of my mates ended up in that end. then remember seeing one mate on the pitch ,he was ok and arguing with the police to do something, remember getting on the pitch to calm him down , obviously I didn't know how bad it was remember returning to north stand and then not much else apart from mini bus journey home. I remember after the final that year in an Irish club in North London , Camden I think , being asked by a young female how many had I killed and told that we had killed our own, I just cried.