Jesus. Well, me and the ex agreed to be friends, she knows about my depression, and said that she'd always be there for me if I needed her, as a friend. She also suffers from depression, so we could kind of relate to one another. Was just speaking to her then, about how down I was, and she replies with "To be honest, I don't give a shit about your pathetic life. This is why I left you, you're pathetic, stupid, and just a knobhead of a guy." Then started going on about how mcuh she needed a guy more "her level" and that I was just too low down the food chain for her. She is seeing someone now, and says that he is much more her level, her class (I thought class had something to do with us breaking up, but she denied it.) He is a big, fat, ugly, sweaty, spotty creature of a man. She said she left me because the feelings had gone, nothing more, I had come to accept that. I was past the stage of wanting her back and all that, I still cared about her a hell of alot, maybe even still loved her, but I didn't want to be in a relationship with her. Going to stay at a mates back in Carlisle next week, do an intense job search, spend more time with my mates, and just have a general change of scenery.