Well, after a period of things being better we have just had a major wobble...
She's back in Oz for Xmas (there for the whole of December and back in early Jan), basically her contract here in the UK is up towards the end of the year, and she's always maintained that she wanted to go back when it was up.
Trouble is, I'm trying to make a bit of a career change - it would be fairly hard for me to get back to Oz doing the same thing that I'm still doing. So I'm applying to firms (in a different area) that have international offices, which would allow me to get back to Melbourne with her, the catch is that most of them require you to put in 18-24 months before you can get a transfer. So I mentioned that and pointed out that her boss has already mentioned she could extend her contract for another 2.5 years, and that maybe we could stick here for at least another 18 months and then move back to Melbourne. She pretty much refuses to entertain the notion of staying here any longer than her contract running out
Alas we just spoke on Skype, she said "Oh this Skype will be good practice for next year", and then pretty much confirmed that if her old boss gets funding then she will definitely be moving back whether or not I come along.
So the choices are:
(i) Finish up work here at the same time as her, and move back to Oz and try to get a job (not necessarily easy, also I would be giving up a guaranteed contract here that would last at least 4-5 years); OR
(ii) Continue trying for a career change, and face the prospect of 18-24 months of long-distance relationship, and then hope after that I would be able to transfer to Oz (not necessarily guaranteed); OR
(iii) Accept the fact that to her, being in Melbourne at all costs is more important than our relationship, and call the whole thing off and return to a life of being single (at nearly 32, not a prospect I look forward to).
I don't like the sounds of any of them, but she won't entertain my suggestion - (iv) she sticks it out here for another 12-18 months while I get my career in a position to be able to move back to Melbourne with her, so that leaves us at a bit of an impasse.
Ah fuck this is doing my head in.