Havent loved a player like him since Fowler. Idolised Nando. Way too much for a man my age.
A match never felt complete without him scoring. We could win 4-0, Id still feel a bit unsatsifed if he hadnt gotten himself on the scoresheet.
Had his pic on my phone, laptop screensaver. Sung his song millions of times. Spent hours agaonizing with every injury, waiting for news to come out of how long he'd be out for. Spent hours watching Spain games praying he wouldnt get injured.
Studied the goalscoring stats religiously, praying and hoping he'd get in our record books faster than any other player.
I excused his tantrums and his pouts. His not applauding away fans, to not reacting or breaking his stride when Defoe missed that pen and he had his back turned. I bought his book like a little kid and had his name on the back of my shirt.
I can understand his reasons for leaving. Ive said several times that I thought for him he should leave. No player like him should go a basically 3rd year without Champions League Football. No player like him should reach the age of 27 without any club honor. No player like him should have to leave his boyhood club to find medals, only to see the club he joined completely transform itself into his old club again.
I can understand him leaving. I know he must leave.
Its not the fact he left. I was expecting it next Summer. Its the timing. He could have gone in the Summer to any club in the world with his legacy intact, his head held high and he would have been welcomed back to Anfield like a hero. Just like Xabi and Sami. Like a legend. Instead he'll come back as a pariah. A Judas. Booed to high heaven and abused like hell. And he doesnt care. He couldnt care less. That hurts.
And Chelsea? Sorry. All that talk about how hid grandad talked to him about what being an Atletico Madrid fan meant. About what they stood for. About passion and pride, glory and pain. About what Real stood for. All that talk about how we reminded him of Atletico. About how he could identify with the town. With the people. With the history. About what an honor it was to play for us. All he's done is completely piss on everything we thought he stood for. On everything he said. He left Atleti with a press conference and the next season's shirt with his name on the back, but he's leaving Liverpool as a hypocrite and a fraud. That hurts Nando. That hurts so much. It hurts because I belived in you, because I thought you were true to your principles. It hurts because I loved you and still do, and you doing this makes you destroy everything you stand for.