Been off the drink for 7 years.
I used to do heacy drugs in my early 20s. Heavy drugs, heroin, 3 or 4 grams a day.
Then I went into rehab in 2003, was 23. It saved my life. Came out of there in January in 2005, just in time for Istanbul.
Addiction is a killer. I've been clean for 7 years, havent had a line ,a spliff, a drink. Nothing. I dont even play poker.
The thing is, if you're an addict, you're thus completely unable to be moderate. Its all good saying I'll just hae a couple of drinks, but a couple of drinks quickly become getting mullered, which quickly becomes you searching for other pleasures, such as drugs.
I mean, talking about moderation, a good example with me is my weight. In the space of 18 months I gained 30 kilos, then lost 20 in 6 months. Im very extreme when it comes to food, I either getting really fat or quickly lose an insane amount in a short period of time.
My life has been so good since I came out of rehab. I complete my degree, did a masters degree, moved to london, worked, acted in plays, travelled to a couple of dozen different places, saw my team complete the miracle of all miracles in Istanbul. Most of all, I learned how to deal with my problems, my insecurities, with life without the resort of substances.
Having tried every single drug out there, I can say for a fact that alcohol is one of the strongest drugs Ive ever taken and one of the most destructive. If you feel you have a problem with the drink, head steaight to AA because it honestly is as bad as being adicted to H or Crack.
Anyways if anyone out there wants to quit or needs any advice, I aint Betty Ford or anything, but I'm here to share experiences with you.
YNWA.