The Mac I was using in work was doing my head in on a second-by-second basis.
It was just so stupid, so I'm using Bootcamp on it.
But. I hate being defeated by technology - no matter how unintuitive or stupid it is - so I've actually bought myself a Mac Mini to get my head around it.
I've got laptops of pretty much every flavour; Centos 6, Centos 7, Mint, Ubuntu, WSL 2, Windows 10, Windows 7, Amiga OS 4.1, OS2/Warp, XP, 98 and now adding the new Mini, I can dick about with it in my own time and customise it myself - the work one is pretty locked down.