I'm not sure if this belongs here - it's not depression really - more i need somewhere to talk and get things off my chest...
So, I've been with my wife 15 years this May and we'll have been married 7 years in July. We started trying for kids about 5 years ago, but nothing. We started initial IVF consultations 2 years ago. Medically there is nothing wrong with either of us, we have been "diagnosed" with unexplained infertility - basically the professionals don't know.
As part of the IVF route through the NHS, we had to be assessed. We ticked all the boxes with the exception of weight. I was 6lbs overweight and my wife 4 stone. We got a personal trainer in August last year and since then I have lost two stone and my wife three. She is hoping to hit the four stone mark around April/May time in which we can finally get referred for IVF treatment.
Now I'm not fussed if we do or do not have kids, but she is desperate. And it is killing her every month when she gets her period, when another friend is pregnant, when someone at work is pregnant. As well as losing the weight, she has worked hard on the mental side and trying not to let things get to her.
However, this weekend happened. The personal trainers fiance had a baby friday - so theres that to deal with (The trainer is also having a week off - so shes terrified she'll fall off the weight loss wagon!). Then her best friend was induced Saturday. And then to crown it today, another friend who was going through IVF too and due to start treatment in January ,and who was told she'd never fall pregnant naturally, announced she is 12 weeks pregnant.
It's a massive hammer blow. My wife has spent most of the afternoon/evening crying - and i don't know what to do. I'm trying to be strong and there for her, but i don't know what to say or do. I have no one to turn to or talk to - my parents blow off IVF as something silly and their suggestion is to have lots of sex. My best friends don't want to talk about it either.
I don't know if i want consoling words or advice, or whether I just needed to get it off my chest!