Just found out that my first true love (ok it was 30 years ago when we were both mid 20's) has recently taken her life.
I haven't seen her for a very long time, though I'm sure we would have married if one or two little upsets hadn't happened back then. But to hear that she has just hanged herself has left me empty and really devastated.
I would have phoned her, texted 2 or 3 times a year.
The seriously most vivacious, lively, up for a laugh person I've ever known.
Mother of two sweet 20 odd girls.
And she does this?? Why on earth?? Please anyone on here, feeling helpless, get professional advice. To lose life is just tragic.
Jane, xxxxxxx