Beware.......this makes depressing reading !
Not quite had enough.....but I'm slowly getting there, bit by bit I'm doing things I never thought possible years ago.
Latest thing I did was cancel Sky, used to love the big matches ( whether they involved us or not ) but got to the point last season,when one player too many was rolling on the deck, an uninjured cheating modern day twat of of a man, I thought what's the point of paying good money on watching a game were cheats seem to prosper.
I'd already accepted that personally I'd been priced out of the game, and had learnt to live with that, but that's not an excuse to give up on footy,that's to do with my own personal financial postion and choice, but If I won the lottery tomorrow, I wouldn't spend it on football anymore anyway.
I accept that times change,and the club owe me nothing for following them home and away for throughout the 70's and 80's, but what I can't accept now is how the game in general has gone. All seater stadiums is purely a money making exercise, but the greedy bastards at the top have lied their way into convincing people it was the only way forward after Hillsborough.
The rot set in then, the atmosphere at the grounds now is virtually non existent, and I'm afraid even at Liverpool now there's nothing that special that separates it from most other prem teams. A decent atmosphere created by the fans of old standing on a terrace won't pay the bills, so that sort of fan has well and truly had their day.
I still love my club, the fact they are playing shite now, next week or for the rest of my life doesn't come into it,but that doesn't I still care about them in the way I used to, if we lose a game I get on with it, I might be pissed off for a short while, but I'm soon over it, cos I've lost the passion for what it means to win or lose.
Without a passion for anything in any walk of life, you'll soon get fed up, and a ' take it or leave it' attitude takes over, that's were I'm heading for in football.
