Not sure if I'm giving up forever yet, but I'm 30 days into doing 122. I picked 122 because I did that in prison and I figured, if I can do 122 days in there with all its negatives and not drink because it was impossible to get hold of, then I can simply not drink for 122 days when i can literally do everything else. Most of the time I don't miss it.
Moments I have found difficult so far are
-getting back home after the Wolves game and doing a massive shift in a bar - really desperate to have a couple of pints after that shift, especially as I finished and went to meet my girlfriend in a boozer open later than mine
-arriving in Liverpool for the Chelsea game with 2 and a half hours till the match on my own - time usually reserved for boozing, but forced myself into the ground an hour and 20 minutes before kick off and managed it.
-and finally a Sunday night where me and my girlfriend met five other mates and everyone's drinking but me. Tell you what, I really find the pub boring as fuck when I'm sober. There's no motivation to stay whatsoever and I end up convincing my girlfriend to leave about 10/half 10 and go home because I'm really not inclined to listen to people who have had 8/9/10 pints over the course of the day talk total bollocks at me. I still enjoy it as a meeting point, for a catch up, for a bite to eat, but I really struggle to spend anything longer than 2 hours in one boozer.
Positives are that I've spent the money I would have spent on more Liverpool games which is something I've always wanted to do (plus I've had no problem going the games and singing without drinking which I thought might be a stumbling bock), and I'm nearly out of my overdraft. Plus I do a big 10-15 mile cycle ride once a week and have started cycling everywhere again rather than getting the bus which is good as I don't do much exercise beyond that.