Might seem an odd one to share. Just attended the online funeral of dear Betty over at SFX church. I cried my guts out. I wish I could have been there, but of course Covid meant it wasn't possible. But I doubt I would have allowed myself to become so emotional in public.
It wasn't the goodbye she deserved, but it was good to be there in some form. It's also good to know I'm not totally disassociated from my emotions.