Hi, I was there that fateful day. I lived in Norwich at the time so in the aftermath never had many people to talk to, just family & a few good mates.
This account is as I wrote it down a few weeks ago, I hope its ok to share it now, I just feel I need to get it out there coz im really struggling since Wednesdays momentous announcement, my emotions are all over the place.
I drove up from Norwich on 15th April 1989, took me about 3hrs, parked between the City Centre & the ground & made my way up past the back of the Main Stand to the top of Leppings Lane.
When I got to the back of the Leppings Lane End, 13.00hrs (ish) it was buzzing, really busy, lots of Reds about, I got a drink from the little shop in the row of terraced houses, sat on the wall taking in the atmosphere, then I decided to go in so I could get a great ‘spec’, right in amongst the travelling Kop behind the goal. I had never been to a semi before & really wanted to feel part of the action. (little did I know!)
It was 13.25 as I made my way to the turnstiles, already the Police had lost it, a copper on horseback with a moustache, was desperately trying to keep order but the narrow access & sheer numbers made it an impossible task. I remember getting in & I looked round at the turnstile, breathed a sigh of relief & thought ‘I’m glad I’m in here!’
When I looked down the central tunnel, I could see the pitch, bright green, bathed in sunshine…..as always my heart lifted…..this was going to be our day, Come on you Reds.
I went onto the terrace, picked the right hand pen (3) & leant against a barrier about halfway down, in-line with the right hand post. As the terrace filled up I ducked under the barrier so as not to get squashed against it in the mayhem that would follow when we scored! Leant back & read my programme & soaked it all in.
By about 2.35 it was getting pretty packed, good natured, but very little space left.
Next I was aware that as the teams ran out to warm up we saw that Hansen was out there (he had been injured)……up went the chants of ‘Jocky is back, Jocky is back, allo, allo, Jocky is back’.
From then on it went crazy, it was like being squeezed in a vice, I started to sweat heavily & began to feel uneasy. The lad next to me (shorter than me, long, lank hair & I remember thinking of him as being a bit weedy) started complaining that he couldn’t breathe.
Somehow he pulled, levered more like, himself up & in an unreal moment (amongst many!) he was in front of me, on all fours on the heads & shoulders of the crowd. He didn’t/couldn’t fall through, we were that tightly packed.
He asked me what he should do & I motioned with my head for him to head across towards the fence & into the next pen, he did…..crawling 6ft up in the air. An image that’s never left me!
Somewhere around this time I completed a 360 degree turn, just buffeted round by pressure from the crowd, I’m not even sure my feet were on the ground much. This meant I could see people being lifted into the upper deck of the stand, I knew something was going badly wrong by now, but it was all about survival.
The next moment was I think when the barrier collapsed. It must have been a few feet in front of me, suddenly there was a space at my feet (briefly) & I recall looking down & seeing a guy lying there, late 40’s maybe, grey suit or jacket, I thought’ get up mate’ but I can guess what his fate was…..I even look at the names & wonder who he was.
The guy next to me, burly fella, cropped hair, said ‘help me mate, my feet are trapped’, & he used my shoulder for leverage, as his feet were trapped under the toppling bodies after the barrier went, he got himself vertical, he won his fight for survival.
By now the guys in the pen to our right (2) were helping people over the fence & I guess the carnage in the tunnel meant that no-one else was coming into our pen & slowly we were getting more space.
Eventually I made it to the fence, a lad had his hands through, linked, forming a step. Another guy was acting as catcher. So I got onto the top of the fence but my scarf that was round my wrist was trapped behind me. The catcher asked how heavy I was & told me he would catch me so I toppled forward & was out of danger.
From then I made my way out onto the pitch, sat there & a big St Johns Ambulance lady made sure I was ok. I remember the grass being really damp, on such a sunny day too. Why do I remember that when people were dying just yards from me?
At some point I went & sat in the cantilever stand, opposite the Main stand & at about 4.10 I wondered when the game would start! I must have been in shock for such a ridiculous thought to cross my mind after what I’d been through.
Finally I left the ground & headed for my car, just down on Penistone Rd by the traffic lights,
The burly guy saw me & threw his arms round me, ‘Thanks mate, you saved my life’, he said, ‘Nah pal, we just survived together’. I would love to have a drink with him, just to know we made it.
A bit further along Penistone Rd I overtook 3 Forest fans, 2 lads & a girl. As I got in front of them she said something like ‘that’s one of the Liverpool fans that were fighting’, I turned, my face must have been so filled with anger, 1 lad told her to shut her mouth & the other moved towards me and apologized profusely, told me it was her 1st game & she didn’t know what she was saying!
When I got to my car I put the radio on, already they were talking about deaths, brain gone now, deaths at a football match, don’t be daft!
I found a phone box on my way into Sheffield City centre, huge queue but everyone was in, ‘yes im safe, im ok, home soon’ & out. No-one took the mickey & clogged up the system.
I spoke to my Mum, she said my wife had been in town shopping but she would let her know I was fine, my Dad was still at work, he worked on the evening paper in Norwich so knew exactly what was occurring. I later found out that he actually did the sports page, all about what was happening in Sheffield, he put together the page without knowing if I was safe or not
I rang again from the edge of Sheffield, out towards Worksop to talk to Dad, he wanted to know if I needed him to come & get me. I told him ‘Nope ta Dad’. I got home in about 2hrs 20 mins, flat out all the way….I was invincible that night, shock & adrenaline, what a cocktail!
Thanks for letting me share this JFT96 YNWA