Drink is a horrible thing, my cousin is one of my really good friends, he is dying from drink. Hes only 29, his eyes are yellow and I mean yellow. His skin looks horrible, his liver is fucked basically. Thats when you can see his skin on his face and he hasnt fell over and smashed his face in or been cracked by someone for being mouthy when hes drunk. He wont listen to anyone, hes been in rehab but walked out because he said being around other addicts made him want a drink, so he turns up at my mates house who always has a few people round on a Saturday ngiht for a drink with a big bottle of Old English cider. Strange logic! Hes finished though, ive accepted it that he doesnt want my help or anyone elses, he pisses himself in his sleep, falls over, walks like john wayne when john wayne is pissed, hes a mess.
Sad really but what can you do?
Do something about your problems with drink now before you get like him, he wont see Christmas I bet. I had problems with Alcohol, when I drank I kicked off. I hardly drink anymore, im not missing anything to be honest. I have a few vodkas and coke but I dont get hammered anymore.