I freely admit that towards the end of Houllier's time in charge, the apathy that I had towards the game was frightening. From a lad that had stood on the Kop for over 15 years, I had become a young man that was leaning towards going into town on a Saturday afternoon, buying clothes and going on the ale early. The love and the buzz of going the game soon returned though after Benitez cam on board.
The thing for me now though is that I have absolutely fuck all in common with any of the players, even the local lads such as Steven and Carragher. These lads are multi, multi millionaires and have all the trappings that their status brings them. Do they have to get into work at 8:00 and not get home until after 6:00, do they struggle to pay the mortgage, do they worry that their kids will get into a good school? In short, no they don't. Due to their immense talent, they don't have to. I have nothing against them, who wouldn't say yes to £90K a week?
My old man was Kop regular for over 40 years, but he walked away when the premiership started, or soon after. He tells me stories of when the old Liverpool & Everton players getting the bus with the supporters to the game. I'm not stupid enough to think those days will ever return. But, as the gap between us the supporters and the players gets wider, I myself will one day walk away, just like my dad did......