We were a rabble by the end. The team - and probably most Liverpool fans - were praying for the final whistle. Chelsea, I imagine, were disappointed not to get a fourth. It will take a miracle for us to go through at Stamford Bridge and it'll be interesting to see how Rafa plays it. There's an argument now, I guess, for playing some fringe players and concentrating on our main objective - the league. For myself, the defeat isn't as wretched as it would have been last season or the one before, for the simple reason that the game v Blackburn will see me more nervous and in a greater state of anticipation than I was last night. The championship remains the priority.
But it's funny. I looked at Chelsea's team and thought we'd win fairly comfortably. Carvalho and Joe Cole are among their best players and compared with the Mourinho days when they could get at us in wide areas with Robben and Duff their team looked wonderfully narrow - especially without Bosingwa. Hiddink's great success in recent years has been with teams that constantly turn the flanks of superior opponents. Russia did this in the recent Euros, South Korea did it, and PSV did it in 2005.
Some people will be tempted to blame the free kicks. That would be ok if they were capable of drawing the right lesson - that zonal marking at set pieces is a gift to an aggressive, inventive attack which is intelligent enough to run from deep positions and scramble the zones. But that won't happen. Criticising zonal defence is too wrapped up with "Andy Gray" for it to get a fair critique from Liverpool fans. Shame.
But it was more than the free kicks which killed us. Drogba ought have scored twice from open play in the first half hour and as the game went on he took an absolute stranglehold on our central defence. If that had been Agger out there, instead of Carra and Skirt, we'd have all been moaning this morning about how 'lightweight' he is now. I sometimes wish that Agger was shit with the ball at his feet so folk could appreciate his defensive abilities more. But unfortunately he's superb in that department and his skills are so scintillating that they blind us to his mundane and efficient defensive work.
I wouldn't want to go overboard though. We aren't as great as some of us have been saying in the last few weeks, but we aren't as shite as Chelsea made us look last night either. The were some surprises, for sure. Fabio Aurelio was astonishingly poor (a blip I hope. I like him). Gerrard was completely tamed by Essien. Riera came up against a superb full-back where we'd all expected a poor makeshift one. And, for Chelsea, Kalou turned in the kind of fast-running, skilful, intelligent play that we can only dream about - or kid ourselves about - on the right. How often did Kuyt give the ball away last night? Well if you want to use the digits of one hand to count, then rephrase the question - how often did he find a Liverpool player? Abysmal. But there you go. He also looked knackered, even in the fist half - and left Arby to deal with a 2 on 1 on at least two occasions (the first leading to the corner they scored from)
Those that emerged with credit - Reina, Alonso, Torres and - strangely - Lucas. Bundled off the ball a couple of times, but he looked quicker and more intuitive than Ballack did for them.
Time now to defeat Blackburn and focus on number 19.