There's definitely some terrifying moments you go through as parents. Some just deal with it, me, I'm a worrier, especially when it comes to my kids. I remember when charlie had gastroenteritis, he was only a few months old, I was terrified, never seen nothing like it in my life, after every other feed he would bring an entire bottle back up, once we were in tesco's and he was in his car seat attached to the pram, he threw up so bad, it gushed out of his mouth, his nose, it was awful. I didn't know what the fuck to do, except bin the shopping off and rush him out of there. I also imagine the worse, if he falls, if he's got a cough or a cold, it can't just be that simple with me, I'm always worried there's a deeper underlying problem.