So.......
Here I am, previous post in the RAWK Darts prediction league and now to this!
Haven't spoken to anyone in 'real' life about this but I think I have found a lump and needed to write it somewhere to avoid going mad. I have booked a doctor appointment for 28th February to have it checked out but, in the meantime, I am absolutely shit scared. I had a non-meligant tumour (if that is that the right word for it) cut out of my head about 8 years ago but I have a feeling that this is something worse.
Thing is, I don't want to tell my other half because she will be terrified because we are best friends and we would both be lost without eachother (not that i'm saying that it will come to that but it's just scary).
I'm normally the jack the lad type of bloke who keeps shit hidden so it's hard to talk to anyone about feelings like this which is why I have written it here.
Got my kids (who are 8 and 9) tonight and so need to keep it all together and just going to have to count down the days until the 28th and try and stay positive around those closest to me
Anyway, sorry about that but where better to put your shit on the line than amongst fellow reds!!